Race & Politics, Theory & Essay

The White Person’s Guide To Black People, Part 5

If you happened to eavesdrop on a random group of black people having a free-flowing conversation — and this conversation could take place anywhere; a family reunion, a happy hour, a game night, a cafeteria table, wherever — there’s a good chance that the discussion will eventually shift to our feelings about black people doing dumb-ass sh*t in public.

The topic might be something someone saw on the evening news. If at a restaurant, it might revolve around a woman near the entrance who’s dressed and acting a “hot ass mess.” It might just be our hilarious thoughts about the latest episode of Basketball Wives.

While they might seem innocuous and unnecessary, these frequent conversations about cringe-worthy sh*t committed by people of color all come from the same place, the same latent feeling that’s never actually spoken aloud but understood by each.

We’d rather not air our “dirty laundry” around white people, and we’re slightly amazed, shocked, and embarrassed by those who do.

This feeling, passed down to us by our parents, grandparents, aunts, and uncles, has wide-reaching effects, as it influences the way we act, causes many of us to “code switch,” and creates a certain level of collective racial hyper self-consciousness that (I’m assuming) white people never have to adopt.

I realize that many of them (white people) don’t really “get” this way of thinking, not understanding why we’d be pathologically reluctant to be candid and let our hair down around them, but a recent experience I’ve had should help them understand why many of us feel the way we do.

A couple weeks ago, Lisa Hickey — publisher and CEO of Good Men Media — asked if I’d be interested writing something for an upcoming discussion of race at The Good Men Project. Now, this wasn’t an out of the blue request. I’ve written for The Good Men Project before, and Lisa and I exchange emails regularly and have a pretty good working relationship.

But while I was definitely interested in contributing, I had a major mental reservation: I’d never written about race for a (predominately) white audience before.

Yes, I’m aware that VSB has a large and multi-racial readership base. But, the majority of the people who frequent here belong to the same demographic (21 to 35 year old African-American), and that knowledge does influence word choice and tone. I might be a bit more conscious of some of the things I so freely discuss here if I knew I was speaking to a different audience.

Anyway, I got past the reservation and ended up writing a 1000 word piece about a “racial neurosis” that many of us carry, and how it affects the way we react to things.

“The overt and soul-crippling racism that plagued our parents and grandparents isn’t nearly as prominent today. Anyone who’d argue otherwise is a fool. But, this history has resulted in a collective neurosis whose symptoms are similar to how dealing with a crazy girlfriend or boyfriend for too long starts to make you crazy as well. You start hacking into their email account just to make sure they haven’t hacked into yours again. They accuse you of lying so much that you start to wonder “Wait, am I sure that happened? Did I really go to work today, or did I spend the entire day with my mistress?”

From a race perspective, a manifestation of this mindset is you wondering if all things that happen to you are somehow related to you being black; a too heightened racial awareness that makes it increasingly difficult to discern between legitimate racism and race-based discrimination — both of which definitely still exist — and mere happenstance.”

I ended this essay with a paragraph or two about what often happens when we eat at restaurants. As many of you know, we have a stereotype of being bad tippers. This reputation may or may not be deserved, but I theorized that we might be bad tippers because we have a history of getting bad service, so we anticipate it now. I called this phenomenon “Eating While Black,” and Lisa liked that term so much that she thought I should just make it the title of the article. I agreed.

“Eating While Black” was eventually published last Monday, and it was pretty well-received; ending the week as the 3rd most popular article at The Good Men Project that week. The comments it generated didn’t really touch on the racial neurosis aspect, though, as most were focused on why Eating While Black occurs.

One commentator in particular — a guy who went by G.L. Piggy — shared a few of his thoughts as a white waiter who’s had many experiences with black customers.

“I’ve been a waiter for 7 years at a second-tier Italian restaurant. In my experience, black do tip worse. Yes, white servers cringe when they see black people being seated at their tables. But the same is true of black servers as well. This has much less to do with the amount of the tip one is expected to receive though.

These are all generalities – not all black people are like this. But racial differences in restaurant behavior are noticable. Black people tend to be more needy, pickier, and quick to anger. They take much longer to order their food. We call it “being ran”. Many servers get the feeling that black patrons are asking for extra things – napkins, ranch dressing, extra sauce – just to put us to work. They seem much less understanding about your time constraints and your need to take care of your other patrons. There seems to be, among blacks more than other races, a mentality of “I want it now”. And while the “get shit for free” mentality transcends race, blacks tend to hold it more than other races of people”

Although I found the statement about black people and “getting shit for free” a little troubling, I appreciated his candor and willingness to share his opinions. We went back and forth a few times after that, cordially debating the root causes of Eating While Black, and the discussion eventually died down towards the end of the week.

This Monday, however, I received an email notification that “Eating While Black” had received another trackback. I clicked on it, and it took me to “Not Tipping While Black” —  a 600 word long response G.L. Piggy’s had just posted on his blog.

I read it, expecting to see a continuation of the discussion we had the week before. Instead, I noticed a shift in tone and direction, as it subtly started to become a critique of “black culture” in general.

“But it is ridiculous to grant poor tippers some sort of deep philosophical justification for their cheapness and/or hostility towards (white) social norms of any sort.  The fact is that tipping is an American norm which means that black patrons who willingly flout it are free-riding on the rest of society.”

Curious where this discussion was headed, I decided to stick around and read the comments.


From G.L. Piggy:

“But whenever they find hairs or plastic (at an amazingly high rate) or if their food isn’t prepared to their liking, you pretty much have to drop everything to cater to them. It’s really like waiting on infants”

From “a.nonny.mous”

“…black patrons of restaurants aren’t oriented to the bill for their food, literally because their minds have trouble conceiving it. So they get it and are astounded because they never thought “how will this steak and wine affect my future bank account” in a way a non-black would.”

From “EzE”

“Really, is it necessary to plumb the depths of evolutionary psychology to figure out why blacks are lousy tippers, rude customers? Do you really think that some alleged inability to consider future consequences comes into play?

Blacks are jerks, that’s all. There’s no need to science it all up. Also the infantile mind theory is no good, they’re not infants, they are of below average intelligence often but above retardation. No, there’s no big mystery here, they’re just jerks is all.”

These are just a few of the 130 or so comments this topic generated, but they provide a good snapshot of the tone of the entire discussion there. What’s jarring (and kind of scary) is the fact that these don’t seem to be unintelligent people. These aren’t your stereotypical uneducated trailer park racist rednecks. Most of them live in major cities, they each have well thought out and “researched” theories about why blacks are intellectually inferior, and they seem to be mentally, intellectually, and emotionally invested in proving this to be true.

Ironically, the comments in “Not Tipping While Black” actually prove why Eating While Black even exists. While they interpret our “pickiness” and occasional animosity towards servers as entitlement, it’s really just distrust — distrust of white establishments, distrust of the food made by white cooks, distrust of white people’s ultimate intentions, etc — and statements like this “…black patrons of restaurants aren’t oriented to the bill for their food, literally because their minds have trouble conceiving it.” do nothing but fan that flame.

Anyway, I’m pointing all of this out because this is the exact reason why I — and many other black people— have serious reservations about being candid around most whites. Yes, I realize that not all white people share these views. But more than enough of us share the belief that deep down, many of them do.

And, the reluctance to freely share, to be open and honest, to “air our dirty laundry in public” is basically just us not wanting to provide any opportunity for white America to gather more “evidence” to support their latent belief that we’re just not supposed to be here.

Strangely enough, this experience didn’t depress or dishearten me in the least. Maybe I just anticipated it and braced myself for it. And, maybe the “losing sleep over what white assholes think” part of my brain is underdeveloped too.

—The Champ

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Damon Young is the editor-in-chief of VSB. He is also a columnist for GQ.com and EBONY Magazine. And a founding editor for 1839. And he's working on a book of essays to be published by Ecco (HarperCollins). Damon is busy. He lives in Pittsburgh, and he really likes pancakes. Reach him at damon@verysmartbrothas.com. Or don't. Whatever.

  • Quem disse que a boca é tua neguinho?

  • VenturaCountyStar

    White people will always be protected by “whiteness” which allows them the priviledge to be ignorant. I’m not surprised by the comments at all; I prefer my racism straight with no chaser.

  • Justmetheguy

    Alright Whitey McWhitington. You got it. We’re dumb, inferior, spoiled, and entitled (I’m sure you’re a genius, that’s why you’re working at a restaurant and have been for 7 years) Guess what? You brought us over here, so STFU and deal with it….oh yeah, and keep cuffing your girl. She watches porn too ;) lol don’t let em get to you Champ (not that I assumed you were or anything)

  • Sdot

    Those comments literally made my jaw drop. Even though you aired our dirty laundry, it is interesting to be a fly on their wall when they don’t think you’re listening because I’m sure that many of those people would not dare repeat those opinions in person.

  • Moni No_L

    That was a very reflective post. And I think that the racial neurosis that you described is VERY real. I am living it right now. I just graduated from NC A&T (Can I get an Aggie Pride?!?) but now I am taking classes at a predominately White institution. I am finding it hard to hold my tongue and represent my race simultaneously. I do not want myths to be perpetuated as the teacher talks ignorantly about things such as “Black English” a term that makes me cringe, but I also dont want to be seen as the Black girl who is speaking from emotion instead of researched academics. Much like the ignorant people on that post. The problem remains when the research is just as biased as peoples thoughts. And the Black people tipping thing is like the chicken or the egg, which came first.

    Eh, what are the poor coloreds to do?


    No one gets sh!t for free at a restaurant, the whole point of restaurants is you pay to be there.

  • All I know is that I tip well enough for the IHOP waitresses to fight over who is gonna wait my table…Chicken Fried Steak and Eggs for errbody!

  • theeclectic

    ummmm WOW..okay..ummm

    First of all let me start by saying I have worked in food service for a time in college. I worked at Buffalo Wild Wings—this is important because they are/were known for their 30 cent wings on Tuesday nights…anyway…it would be all good until lets 8ish 9ish..when a packs of ninjas would descend on B-dubs..and even I ( a black woman) would cringe…

    They would sit 10 deep at a table built for 4 and be trifling and order like 3 wings..and a water..with lemon and sugar on the side…then they would proceed to sit at this table (on the busiest night) for hours..taking up space…and still ordering 3 wings at a time to still be “paying customers”…when they did leave the tip would be around $2…$5 if they was feeling generous..

    Now…i said that to say this…YES some black people are bad tippers..I have a friend who never goes over $2 regardless of the service..

    But not all are bad tippers..and not all act this way…

    But where the servers get it wrong is, they think we HAVE to tip…

    When in actuality all we got to do is stay black and die

    The thing is…in our minds we have to do a lot of ish that we don’t want to do…namely at our job…but we do it because thats our job…

    We know servers only get paid 2.13 an hour…but so did they when they got hired on…

    Tips are a perk not a right

    What i have found is that servers feel a sense of entitlement BECAUSE THEY know YOU know what they make an hour…
    yet if your service isn’t to my liking I don’t have to pay you ish…

    Black people are notorious for callin others out on their BS…and food service is not different.

  • Justmetheguy

    @Sdot- If you read any comments on youtube videos, sports articles, or any article where there’s any racial undertones (hell half the time race had NOTHING to do with the conversation but gets brought up anyway) it gets WAY worse than the comments he posted. I didn’t even flinch reading the comments because I read enough comments online (they can be hilarious sometimes) to know how the average white person with the added courage that comes from internet anonymity really thinks about black people. I’m just glad that it proves that I’m not paranoid for no reason. I know all of them don’t think this harshly about us, but I don’t believe very many of them really believe that the races are equal, even though they say it for the sake of being PC and keeping things smooth and cordial.
    Honestly I don’t care that much if they think they’re better than us. Whatever helps you sleep at night. Nahmean?

  • Dione

    This is pretty sad. Reminds me of the time I stumbled upon Stormfront. I couldn’t believe that there were people in the world who are so ignorant. And more scary — that they believe so strongly.

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